Last week is kind of nightmare in my family life. We lost (future) baby. 7 week is the time that given by Allah for us.
My beloved wife knows that she was pregnant about 3 week before. She know it because of sympton like nausea, gastritis and throw up anything she ate. One time she said that she want to surrender with this pregnancy period. But I said, No! This is our hope, wish and pray. We should not betray our pray that already given.
Monday late night Dec 10, she asked to go emergency at hospital. We expect that she will have a good bedrest at hospital. Then I chose VIP class to make sure she had rest well and my daughter can come inside too.
Then Allah has another plan for us. My wife got fatal allergic to Ranitidine that make her sent to ICU. She need 4'hours to get her health stable. After that, she bleeding that com out from her wombs. We afraid. We scared. But staff and doctor always said calm down, and this case need to be observed for next 2 days.
My wife know her body well. And she already have a bond with the future baby. Something wrong! But no one give quick response. Until 5 o'clock in the next morning, my wife feel blank, empty, no nausea, no headache. She knows that something very wrong happens. At 8am, doctor wanted to meet us then USG my wife womb. Yes, our future baby is gone. No live signal there.
Doctor, nurse and staff just can said sorry. Maybe this is Allah plan. Oh doc, you no need to said that. You are expert in this case. Allah had plan, but we can do something.
It's hard. It's sad.
See you in another life baby. We lost you. We miss you. We love you.
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